blah.

2009-05-18T22:11:00.000-07:00

blog on hiatus!
i dunno when i will update.
so till we meet again!hehe:]

2009-05-09T05:06:00.000-07:00

Life have been great!
alhamdulillah.
exams are coming!
have to work hard.
dun expect me to update alot!
simply lazy.
haha
tats all!
chao peeps.
I love my bby boy.

2009-04-19T22:57:00.000-07:00

Sports day=Okaylahh b'coz of NOVELTY RACE!:]
I participate ok!
haha.got 3rd.
after sports day went home.
ok tats all.
XOXO

2009-04-03T23:33:00.000-07:00

I am missin baby v.v much!
I am glad that he called ytd.
But still I miss him!
nehmind.tomoro he's cumink back home.
Woohoo!haha
Ok chao peeps!
Bye!

2009-04-03T04:49:00.000-07:00

hello people!
Sorry for bein M.I.A.
been verry tired and lazy.
due to skool and homeworks.
MY grades for common test..haiz
Here it goes:
Maths-E8
Eng-E8
Sci-B3
Malay-E8
Combine humans-E8
Art-B3
One word SUCKS.
I should be scared.
But why do I take it so lightly?
I do want to do well,EXCELLENT.
I have not been sleeping.
I have been focusing.
but still.
There is no time to give up,rite?
I really hope to do really really well.
Lets give ur best bedah!
Aza Aza Fighting!

lately been addicted to the bloodsucker story.
I want to read later again.hee.
so chao peeps.
pray the best for me aye.
harts u guys.God bless ya.

XOXO.

2009-03-21T06:21:00.000-07:00

Its been a great week:]
I had fun!
hee.
Its gonna end soon.
So SAD!
but nehmind.
get my head back to skool and studies for o-levels!
lets get it done:]
i am gonna miss u so much as u starting skool soon.
hope u neva forget me.ok?
hah.
love u till the end of time!

xoxo.

2009-03-17T05:47:00.000-07:00

Today went to skool.
I was tired and I feel like i was floating.
Do my art,talk2 and float2.heh.
Then,went home.change.
Send my grandparents to my uncle house.
Hope they are okay.
Khairah thank you for following and sending together with me.
Den went out met saiful and the bodyguards.hah.
Went queensway and check out the t-shirts for our class.
CLASSMATE!!the tee quality like NOT GOOD!
I advice u to take like JERSEY type.
then went eat.and home sweet home.
Ytd,was super fun.hah
Went to wild wild wet with my love ones.
LOVELIES!!I HAD FUN!Sayaang KORG many2!!
This is the reason why today i feel like i am floating.
Ok.thats all for now.
I am missing my baby and loving him more!

XOXO
B.

2009-03-14T04:30:00.001-07:00

March holidays:]!
:D*big smile*
Do Homeworks,Go School,Enjoy myself.
Those 3 things i do during this holidays.
Good enuf?
I dunno wat to write more.
so the end.haha.
chao:].

Press play and enjoy.

2009-03-12T00:47:00.000-07:00

Tag replies:D
haini: aiseyy die tukar blogskins la.Cantik cantik.ni tagboard tk de kecik lagi kapee :]]

Hello:D:haini:Thankiew v.much:].Ini namekn style.haha.

iqah: iqah loves bedah's new skin.and and i love bedah also!hahaha
Hello:D:iqah:Aww.Bedah also loves iqah!btw Thankiew v.much beb:].
andre: wassup wassup!!!! miss me.... ::))
Hello:D:andre:yupp.den you miss me?haha!
Fadilah: Babe!
Hello:D:Fadilah:yesyes!?hello btw.
Sindy: miss me ???
Hello:D:Sindy:yes,maybe.wad u think?hah:P
fique(bf iqah): ehk bedah!!..lagu baek ah!..haha..tanyer iqah ah lagu familiar tk..XP
Hello:D:fique(bf iqah):ehk fique!haha.ok aku will.btw trime kaceh:].

Hello people!
Skool was normal.Fun and tiring.
Went back home straight after skool.
Good girl mah!
haha.
watch boys before flowers.
Eat.
Blog.
Blah.
Blah.
blah.
Ok.signing off.
want to design class tee now.
Chao peeps!:]

2009-03-10T01:18:00.000-07:00

hello people!
Well,i have nth to do so i update.
Common test are over.
Results...
Urms,some were good and some were not.
But never give up.This is just the beginning!
Ganbatte!aza aza fighting!
March holidays coming.
Yes!but still have to come school some days.
But nehmind,lucky it is on the morning.Afternoon can go out!!
muahahahaha!!
Plans are planned.
Time to relax abit,jus abit.hehe.
still!mind on studies.
well till here then.
Hope u like my new blog!
Chao:].

2009-03-01T22:36:00.000-08:00

presenting KIM HYUNG JOONG:]
He is hot & cute!!
Ahh!!
haha.
ok bye.

2009-02-27T19:18:00.000-08:00

BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS!!
AAAAHHHHH!!
MUST MUST MUST WATCH!

You guys!!
Watch boys before flower!!!
go www.mysoju.com.
watch ok?HEH.

2009-02-27T03:46:00.000-08:00

I do not know what to say.
What to feel.
What to expect.
What to do anymore.
Why do i feel that u are fading away?
I am lost now.
What should i really do?
When I say goodbye to you just now,My heart felt really heavy.
I ran down just to see you go off.
How i wish i can just tell u to stay.
Just stay with me for a moment coz that is all i nid.
Stay by my side like last time.hold me in ur hands like last time.Tell me that u miss me like last time.Kiss me wenever u want like last time.Pour out ur feeling like last time.hug me wen i am cold like last time.Love me like last time.
Where have that all been?
Why?Why?
I cannot stop crying right now.
U are always that i look for everyday.
U r the only person who made me smile like i am the happiest girl in the world.
U made my heat beat slow and fast at the same time eversince i first lay eyes on u till today.
U light my day and even life that y i wanna spent every inch of time with u.
I never felt that i am all alone when i am with u but when ur gone,it feel like i have no one.
U are someone who really special to me.
Someone who i care,think of and have always love since i met u.
Even if tis may not sound convincing.
I leave this to god,coz god really knows how i feel and think.
He is the only one who always hear my prayer.
And always noe that i never fail to pray for u.
I am Sorry if i hurt u.
I am Sorry if i make u miserable.
I am Sorry if i have been naughty.
I am Sorry if i have been weak.
I am Sorry if i was mad.
I am Sorry if i scolded u.
I am Sorry if i cried.
I am Sorry if i ruin ur day.
I am Sorry if i make u fade away.
I am Sorry for everything that i have done or left a mark or a scar in ur heart.
U,dun be sick k.
U,I am goin to miss u.
U,Take care of urself well.
U,tkmu noti2.
U,tkmu pikir2.
U,smile for me k.
U,Thank you.
U,remember tis..
I will always love you...
Tis is not goodbye.Tis is not the end.Tis is not i am leaving u.
I am just pouring out how i really feel deep inside.
I dunwan to hurt u furthermore.
All i want is for u to stay by my side no matter where and when.
I leave everything to god.
I will always pray for u and me.
Sory bucuk.Really am.I dunno how far i have hurt u.BUT from the bottom of my heart,SORRY.
I will always love you.

2009-02-26T06:10:00.001-08:00

Bucuk!tis is the video.
huhu.

2009-02-26T01:08:00.000-08:00

hello earth!
Common test are over.
I hope for the best result.
Well,now i am craving for something.
I dunno y but when crave for something,u cannot resist it.
I am craving for...
Famous Amos(sp?) cookies with no nuts.
Ice-cream.
Sushi.
Long John Silver.
Pwetty pleaseeee???
Btw,I MISS MY BUCUK LOTS2!!

note to iqah:
btw i met mr titanic.
He's nice and funnay!
be happy beb & i am here 4 u.
I am happy 4 u as long ur happy.:]
<33 style="font-weight: bold;">Note for him:take care of my iqah well k.

2009-02-21T21:01:00.000-08:00

2nd Post of the day!
Wishing this girl,Nur Atiqah Bte Noor Rahim(btol tk?).hah
A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
May god bless u.
and all the best in life.
Soon make urself free after my common test.
Nk celebrate k!
Missin u babe.
harts u!

XOXO,Bedah.:)

2009-02-21T20:51:00.000-08:00

Hello earth and wonderful people all around the world.
I would like to announce the most shocking news.
Npcc got gold.
Read more details in haini's blog.

well common test is coming. lets do my best!
Geog and eng tomorrow.
Ganbatte Bedah!
All the best for everyone tomorrow.

I am lovin u evry single minute when i am with u.
Someone's got his haircut.hoho:D.

2009-02-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

I cried wen she left me.
My bitch has left the building,next to me and being here with me fighting to do our best for "O's".
But no matter whats her decision,I am here to support u!
I am gonna miss her truckloads!
Miss her craps and presence.
Thank You bitch for being there for me.
Thank You for listening to me and understands me.
Thank You for layaning all my craps.
Thank You for coming to school for me.(at times she does,baikkn:].)
Thank you for everything.
Last but not least for being a wonderful friend,classmate and my sitting partner.
Never forget me aye.
Ape2 picit k!
My no is (#&$%##%.(pandai-pandai ko gy figure out k!)
i would like to represent my artwork for my bitch.
hope u like it:)!

TADA!lawakn!haha.
Sayonara bitch!

XOXO.

2009-02-08T04:29:00.000-08:00

6 hours of sitting at hospital.
I did that,yesterday.
I sat with my grandma who is really sick...
n doesn't really know who i am?
I was trying very hard to be ok and not to cry.
Why must people fade or leave?
It seems that everyone around me is fading away.
I pretended to be ok but actually i am not.
Bianeh nenek.Sory if i have not been there for u.
Sory if i have not been good.
I feel sad ytd.i feel like crying but i stop myself from crying.
Today,I feel more worse.
I dunno what should i do,say,be or make.
All i do was make u feel worser.
I was trying to make u feel better but i just doesn't know how to.
I am really glad to meet and i really look forward to.
I meet u coz i need you to cheer me up and tell u how i feel inside.
but..i dunno..
i guess,it was never u who is not good and lousy.
but it was always me.
b is very devastated.

XOXO.

2009-02-05T07:04:00.000-08:00

Hello:D
2 Korean Movies+1 Japanese Movies = U Will LOVE IT!
Should watch ok?

Romance of their own.(korean)

Windstruck.(korean)

Nada Sou Sou.(Japanese)

Hope u like it:]

XOXO,
b.jolie.

2009-02-03T02:24:00.001-08:00

IGNORE THE LAST POST!
I was all emotional and mad.
and tak tentu hara.
But now i am fine.
School have been great.
I been doing well in class.
passing test,trying my best to finish all homework within the time given except for malay.
its not i dun like malay.it is just that i am kind of slow in malay.
understand understood ok?
but still i need to score well for malay,n others too.
english remedial was fun just now.
hah.never expect this coming from me.
its different from normal class.
Two thumbs up for Ms Saw.
Well,thats all for now.
miss me people.hah.

XOXO

2009-01-31T06:47:00.000-08:00

today is the worst day of my life!
I hate it!!
Fuck today!!
I felt so hurt and sad.
gosh hw i wish i NEVER EXIST!
I wish that i can take out my heart and mind,put it in the washing machine,let it clean everything tat shud not be dere...
Y is life so difficult?
People just don seem to see tat i am trying.
Pls i am trying.really trying to make changes.
Can u give me a little hope and ur support plus warmth love .
all i need is tat.
Dear god,please give me the strength to face Life,show and lead me to the right path.

XOXO, b.jolie's is devastated.:((

2009-01-27T00:38:00.000-08:00

Bucuk is much much better!
Yey.haha.
Bucuk dun made me cry again ok?
Stay healthy taw.
I cannot see him sick.
it make my heart sick too.
Ytd wen i saw ur face really weak and sick.
It felt as if u gonna faint/die in front of me.
B,stay strong and healthy aite.
Dun leave me taw.
But I am glad tat ur better.
get well soon aye.
not just well extra extra well!:]
Mwahh!

Xoxo

2009-01-24T22:20:00.000-08:00

Holidays=Homeworks.
Chinese new year celebration was ok.
Just had fun shouting,laughing,talking crap.
Its great to let my head rest for tis few days.
But i shud not rest and forget everything too.
well,i have nothing much to say.
i am missin my bucuk!
BUCUK!I LOVE U TRUCKLOADS!
I bet he will never post like tis,kn busuk?
haha.
if u do,i am touched:].
ok till here then bye.
psst,bbq was awesome & fun baybehh.

XOXO.

2009-01-20T06:32:00.000-08:00

I want to be on top of the world:]
So do you?
school's per normal.
Class getting bigger.
But still can manage studies well.
I have been fighting to give my fullest attention.
Yea,i have been doing great.
Ganbatte bedah!This is just the beginning.
Must not stop and slack.
All the way!amin.
Well,school's is definitely different now.
I do miss my friends.
But I wish the best for all of my friend.
Don't give up.This is not the end.
We are still young and we definitely need education.
Good luck for your Brightest future,Friends.
And to me too.:]

Xoxo,
b jolie.

2009-01-16T05:52:00.000-08:00

I would love to smile now and forever.
I won't be blogging much.
coz i am simply lazy.
I am busy with homeworks.
and its hard to use the comp as all my siblings use it.

end of 2008

2008-12-30T22:15:00.000-08:00

Today marks the end of 2008.
So lets do some reflection.
This year like other years..All of us went through our ups and down.
lets talk about friends,family,love,studies and life.

My Studies.
Rite now..i need to focus on my olevel.
Cause i din do quite well for my N's.
So,i have to buck up.
Desire is the starting point of all achievement, not a hope, not a wish,
but a keen pulsating desire which transcends everything.
So No more playing,sleeping and slacking in class,I want to do well.
My Friends.
This year is the year that i learn who to trust and who not to trust.
People grow and people change.I've seen people true colours now.
but i am glad to have such wonderful friends around me.
True friendship is based on trust, honesty and sincere generosity of our hearts.
So now,its up to me to decide who are truly my true friends.
My family.
We were a strange little band of characters trudging through life sharing diseases and toothpaste,
coveting one another's desserts, hiding shampoo, borrowing money,
locking each other out of our rooms, inflicting pain and kissing to heal it in the same instant,
loving, laughing, defending, and trying to figure out the common thread that bound us all together.
They are the one who is always there for me.
Who i can really trust and received love from.
I am glad that I have the rockest family and i hope i have my own too.
I pray for them good health and long live and also murah rezeki and dijauhi perkara yang buruk.
amin.
My love life.

I know its crazy to sacrifice and dedicate yourself for someone.But,you did that for me.Thank you so much.

I am glad that I met you,I am glad that I know you,And most importantly I am glad that I love you.Till today,no matter what,my love for you has always stay n did not fade away..cause for me,at the end of the day,its still you who I want to talk to,its still you who I want to see and its still you who I wanna spent the rest of my time n insya-allah,life with..If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.I pray that god will keep you well, so that someday soon, you can come safely back to me. This is my greatest wish.Until that day is a reality, I remain to cherish you and love you forever.
My life.
I have always seen life for what it really is.
I am a child growing up, hard times are all I know.
Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb,
life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling you have done,
and after all the hell you have been through, there is success.
Life is nothing but a big struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on your goals.
Don't let life beat you or you will be walking around like zombies.
Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever you make it to be.
But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream and apple pie.
I say this again; life is what you make of it.
You can achieve or conquer anything it throws at you,
you can't quit or give up, you have got to keep on working.
So live life to the fullest,my own way and style,not others but MY LIFE.

Its time to change and be ready for the new year!
My resolution for 2009 is to just have a great,Smooth-sailing,Loveable and happiness year.

XOXO,B.jolie[:.

hello:D

2008-12-13T03:51:00.000-08:00

Sory for being MIA.
Well,basically i was busy packing and cleaning.
I was cleaning the house due to hari raya haji.
And i was packing my bag for my holiday.
Hari Raya haji was awesome.
well,the day where all cousins and family and muslims gathers together.
Woke up early to go prayers.then head to aunt house and the home sweet home.
Later,cousins came.that all the fun thing happen.
all of them came to my house coz my grandparents stay with me.
We Laugh together,share stories,eat good food cook by aunties and where all the dramas happen.
I have to say some dramas did happen.
But I have superb fun!
The next day,woke up early too.
Had to wake up to go holiday in kl.
First when to fetch my mum at the airport.
then we eat breakfast.then took the coach and here we go KL.
it was quite late when we reach KL due to heavy jams.
check in,our hotel,Ancasa hotel.
Cut it short.
I shop,take all rides,Eat,went to KlCC...shop..blahblah..
Ytd i just reach home.
Now,resting at home.
well,tats all for now.
Pics soon if i had the time i post.

xoxo.bye.

ola

2008-12-03T05:48:00.000-08:00

Hello earth:]
well,first of all..
I would like to apologize for not blogging like for a very long long time...
Its not I am busy..but i am very lazy..
sory yaw.
I am not dead.I am juz lazy.get that?hehe.
Lately,been going out and rot at home or otp.
Ytd,went out with b,ami.
We went out around 3+.
I was bored and I miss him.
so i text him to go out with me.
otw,in the mrt.I was hyper loud and active..kn b?
Sory ye.
We headed to town.
Went to wisma atria,actually,to send my sick camera to repair.
I din quite know what to do.
I panic for a moment i tot i have to pay freaking $200.
coz i only got $20+..lucky ade b.he did his magics.Adacadabra!
No need to pay already:].
Love u Manymany!
Then we headed to heren.just walk2.
the walk to fareast to have our lunch+dinner=Lunner:D
We had our lunner at sakura.
Then we headed to vivo.
Ate ben and jerry's.tok craps.
then off to home by bus.
I slept.as usual.heh
lepak jap.then balik.
reach home around 10.
The day b4,went out with my fam.
Go book coach bus to kL.
Yeay.can't wait.hahx.
Gosh our result day is coming.
Hati berdebar-debar.I keep praying good result.
amin.
okay.till here now.
bye.

hello

2008-11-24T05:17:00.000-08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes

I just changed y blogskin.
Hope u like it:D
I am missing you oredi..

XOXO,
b.jolie:]

2008-11-23T01:18:00.001-08:00

Hello:]
IMYSM & ILYLCS,MAHBAS.
Bye.

hee

2008-11-10T23:19:00.000-08:00

I love u.
I love u.
I love u.
I love u.
I love u.
I love u.
I love u.
I love u.
I love u.
I love u.

XOXO

I miss them!

2008-11-04T05:53:00.000-08:00

I miss my fren,Farah and Reen.

I miss my love,AMI.

To Reen,I noe u've been tru alot lately.
But damn,this girl is strong!
People dun mess with her.
And if u do mess with her or her heart..
You're not only get ur ass kick by her.
but also by me.
Girl keep staying strong aye.
Ape2 aku ade disini.
Spae kate tkde org syg kwn aku ni.
I,SITI ZUBAIDAH BTE MUHAMMAD,SYG,NUR AZREEN BINTE MOHD ZAINAL taw!
hahx.hope that this makes u smile:]
Do smile more aite.nak tawu asl kene senyum?
Pslkn.....
U have the cutest and the sweetest smile in the whole wide world!
So senyummmmmmm!!!:]
psst,i want to makan ur mummy sup kambing!rindu and sedap sak!

Well to farah,THANK YOU alot for bein there.
Thnx for supporting me,wen i nid sumone.
Babe,I am here for u too.
Aku syg farah!hahx.
on the 6 taw,ko ade date ngn aku!!hahax.
psst,lets have fun on tat day!

To ami,I miss u many2!
And2 I love you many2!
u,tkmu noti2 taw!heh.
After 'o',U must spent time with me taw.like u said.hehe:p
I love u till the height,depth,breadth my soul can reach.
psst,mwahhhhhh!!!

XOXO,
Bubu.

missing.

2008-10-28T08:05:00.000-07:00

I miss my friends.
and importantly,I miss you.
I've been watching videos lately.
Shows like the hills,Gossip girl,One tree hill and paris hilton my new bff.
Well,Mama don't allow me to work.
so sit home and watch videos.or go out and have fun.
But i've been sitting at home.
Only go out to hospital or family.
thats all i do.
I miss you so much.Three words.eight letters.

xoxo,
bubu:]

2008-10-27T07:05:00.000-07:00

I had fun today:]!
with baba,mama and leha.
First fetch mama from Terminal three,airport.
Then,headed to expo.
Walk here and there.
Mostly bought food.
I bought takoyaki and donut empire.
All of us are hungry.
Mama had a voucher from popeye's(sp?).
So we headed back to the airport and ate at popeye.
saw lots of stewards.
I find its interesting.i mean the job.
somemore its my grandmother wish for me to become one.
Listening to my cousin who work as a SIA stewardess.
travelling here and there.Flying with Airbus 380.
Hello!one freaking ticket for Airbus 380 is freaking expensive.
She no need to pay for it but She get to fly in that Airbus 380.
Its great and fun and interesting about the job.
But leaving someone who i love is hard for me.
This work u travel a lot what.
well i don't know.
maybe u can sent me or fetch me when i am back.
well see.Its all in the future.
but in conclusion,I had an awesome time with my family.

here's some pics:

Oh My God!

Bluek!

Lets go!

Aaahhhhh!

On the way to the airport.

Sex me up baby.Lawls.

Hello earth:].

Leha and bedah:].

wanted!

Eheh.happynye budak ni!

Watcha lookin at?heheXD

Final shot.Perfect:].

Spotted.
bedah and leha camwhoring whole day.
I know u love me.

XOXO,
Gossip girl.*peeps Who watch gossip girl should know*

Signing off..
Bubu:].

2008-10-25T22:02:00.000-07:00

"I love thee to the depth,breadth and height my soul can reach..."

Fine guy like u open my eyes, smart guy like u open my mind and only a sweet guy like u can open my heart.

P.s I miss thee and I love thee.

2008-10-23T07:48:00.000-07:00

hello:].
Today just wanna wish leha,my sister and zai,her boyfriend..
Happy 11 month anniversary!
Kakak pray the best for my adiks2 n hope u both will last hingga nasi minyak k.
hehe.
btw to zai,All the best for tomorrow.
kakak tompang gembira dgn adik aye.HAHAHA...

P.s I am so missing u n also loving u.

XOXO,
Bubu:].

hello earth!

2008-10-21T09:34:00.000-07:00

Hello earth!
I am back!
I am now free.Yey.
Exam finished.nothing to do.
so insya-allah(gods will)I will update if i got time.
Its not that i am busy.but i sumtimes go out or lazy.
ok?:D

I am a change girl now.
Who have learn lots of stuff in life.
I am still learning though.
Just learn from every mistaes u mae bedah?
stay strong aite.

with love,signing off...
Bubu:]

wishes

2008-10-02T00:21:00.000-07:00

To all muslim,my friends and family.
Slamat hari raya maaf zahir and batin.
sory for all the wrong doings that i did.
Harap di maafkan yaw.
and sory for the late wish.my ppd low.so i can't text all of u and my internet just
got better.
Have a great holiday peeps.

XOXO
beedah:]

updated.

2008-09-08T07:30:00.000-07:00

hello.
N-levels started.
malay-manageable
eng-wrong format(p1)\Passage A hard but b okay.
Social studies-tried my best:).
thats all gonna say.tomoro take art paper.
then 29 sept start our paper.
BEST OF LUCK TO ALL 4n..
NOT FORGETTING 4e too:)
bye.

XOXO

hello

2008-08-17T23:38:00.000-07:00

I just change my blogskins.
Today i got no school.
Bored and i miss gaga truckloads!
I text and kol him just now.
heh.sorie gaga ganggu u.
Well prelims just ended.soon n-level next.
I am really scared.
I scared i did badly for prelims.
It was okaylahh..hard and easy.
But watever is done is done.
Lets pray the best.amin.
k tats all for now..do tag me aite.

XOXO
Bubu.

updated.

2008-08-06T07:14:00.000-07:00

i'll be back from a very2 long time.
Sorry.
Hope you guys understand.:D

-XOXO
Bedahbeedahh

i fell in love with this songs.
psst,watch the vid.if u interested.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-WZG-y2e9k

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hr0Wv5DJhuk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n4WnM2E_jKY&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yzyys6kW8yg

Anger takes control.

2008-07-23T06:06:00.000-07:00

Last post.
Don't ask.I am too angry and too hurt.
All i asked to put a FCUKING fullstop to it.
Just wait and see.
Okie.today skool.per normal,sucks.
With such peeps around.Fun and bastards and bithces.
But still some who make my day great and wonderful.
I love them.
thats all for now.
byes.

How i wish i could show my heart to you.

confession.

2008-07-22T03:38:00.000-07:00

One question that i want to ask is..
Do i ever exist in ur life now?
~~maybe Yes~~ or maybe NOT.
It seems like you don't want to talk to me anymore.
Its seems like you are fading away.
I am sad.ya'allah kuatkan lahh aku,sembuhkan aku,tenangkan fikiranku & hatiku.
I just don't feel like coming to school.
not because of this only but also this...
I am trying hard not to have issues with her.
but she is definitely is having issues with me.
I hate it.
If you are trying to bitch me,Come and tell me straight.
Why act quietly?Just tell me lahh.
I have been patience with you.
I have given all you want.
And this is what i get from you back.
Can you stop acting like he belongs to you.
like if i wanna talk to him,u will call him.
U hold his bag so that he could sit and spent the time with you.
If he don't go with you,you will be mad.
Its obviously like you are really controlling him.
Hello!u can spent the time with him during class.
Wad more u ask!Gosh.
I don't hate you but you are making me hating you.
If i am wrong here,voice it out.tell me then.

XOXO

Think positive.

2008-07-19T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hello earth.
Gosh.gosh.gosh.
My head is full of things to think.
Studies,Family,Friends and relationships.
Lots of stuff huh.
How i wish i could have a power to erase problems from me.
But this is life.
I will pray to god for the best in time to come.amin.
prelims and N-level are coming..
And i am still not studying.
Wake up bedahbeedahh!
Lets put everything aside.
from bitches/sluts/jerks/assholes,people who are pain in the ass,nagging teachers/parents even siblings..
now just think of me and the future that i am gonna have.
Thats important now.
Fcuk to people who keep fighting and always get on people nerves.
Fcuk to Irritating and lazy or dunwan to study kind of people but cum to school disturb others.
Fcuk to the time that is moving fast but this is nothing beyond my control.
Fcuk to the sickest and stupidest and regretful moments in life.
Fcuk to everything that is bad and negative.
LETS BE POSITIVE AITE!

I miss you.I am gonna miss those time.

plain me.

2008-07-07T07:26:00.000-07:00

Hello.
I am very lazy.
So if i feel like updating i will aite.heh
Well,nth much happen.
Friday be yourself day.
Saturday,kerja sambil tgk mereka sessioned:].
Sunday,madrasah.
Today,Go out.haf fun with peeps.
Thats what happen past few days.
Thats all for now.
Bye:]

XOXO

hehe

2008-07-03T05:20:00.001-07:00

blog on hiatus!
xoxo

I NID YOU!

2008-06-28T06:05:00.000-07:00

I felt so betrayed,pain and hurt now.
I felt so betrayed,pain and hurt now.
I felt so betrayed,pain and hurt now.
I felt so betrayed,pain and hurt now.
I felt so betrayed,pain and hurt now.
I love you endlessly...
I felt so betrayed,pain and hurt now.
I felt so betrayed,pain and hurt now.
I felt so betrayed,pain and hurt now.
I felt so betrayed,pain and hurt now.
I felt so betrayed,pain and hurt now.
I love you endlessly...
U seem another person now,where is the guy i always know?
U seem another person now,where is the guy i always know?
U seem another person now,where is the guy i always know?
U seem another person now,where is the guy i always know?
U seem another person now,where is the guy i always know?
I love you endlessly...
U seem another person now,where is the guy i always know?
U seem another person now,where is the guy i always know?
U seem another person now,where is the guy i always know?
U seem another person now,where is the guy i always know?
U seem another person now,where is the guy i always know?
I love you endlessly...
I want you back.
I want you back.
I want you back.
I want you back.
I want you back.
I love you endlessly...
I want you back.
I want you back.
I want you back.
I want you back.
I want you back.
I love you endlessly...
Am i being a burden to you?
Am i being a burden to you?
Am i being a burden to you?
Am i being a burden to you?
Am i being a burden to you?
I love you endlessly...
Am i being a burden to you?
Am i being a burden to you?
Am i being a burden to you?
Am i being a burden to you?
Am i being a burden to you?
I love you endlessly...
Are u sick and tired of me?
Are u sick and tired of me?
Are u sick and tired of me?
Are u sick and tired of me?
Are u sick and tired of me?
I love you endlessly...
Are u sick and tired of me?
Are u sick and tired of me?
Are u sick and tired of me?
Are u sick and tired of me?
Are u sick and tired of me?
I love you endlessly...
Am i hurting u so much deep inside?
Am i hurting u so much deep inside?
Am i hurting u so much deep inside?
Am i hurting u so much deep inside?
I love you endlessly...
Am i hurting u so much deep inside?
Am i hurting u so much deep inside?
Am i hurting u so much deep inside?
Am i hurting u so much deep inside?
Am i hurting u so much deep inside?
Am i hurting u so much deep inside?
I love you endlessly...
I need you like u have said that u need me too.
I need you like u have said that u need me too.
I need you like u have said that u need me too.
I need you like u have said that u need me too.
I need you like u have said that u need me too.
I love you endlessly...
I need you like u have said that u need me too.
I need you like u have said that u need me too.
I need you like u have said that u need me too.
I need you like u have said that u need me too.
I need you like u have said that u need me too.
all because I love you endlessly...

updated!

2008-06-27T07:22:00.000-07:00

Hello earth!
basically school,
Studying+Fun with lovely peeps around+feeling down/mad/happy/boring=Splendid lots of stuffs!
this mean,i got no time to blog like EVERYDAY.
One and half more months to prelims,Two more months to N-levels.
Gosh!its is freaking fast!
I nid a major buck up BUT look at me in class!
Argh!Sleep,dun pay attention,only at times i did.
WAKE UP LAHH BEDAH!!!
Make me wake up peeps!
Thats all for now.
bye earth!

MY HEART IS DAMAGED!

2008-06-22T02:46:00.000-07:00

HELLO!
Do, Do you got a first aid kit handy?
Do, Do you know how to patch up a wound?
Tell me,
Are-are-are-are you?
Are you patient,
Understanding?
Cause I might need some time to clear the hole in my heart and I

I've tried every remedy
And nothing seems to work for me

Baby, (baby)
This situation’s driving me crazy
And I really wanna be your lady
But the one before you left me so

Damaged, damaged
Damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, damaged
So damaged (so damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(Baby, I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(What you are gonna do, baby?)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(Baby, I gotta know)
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
(What you are gonna do?)

You try to gain my trust
Talking is not enough
Actions speak louder than words
You gotta show me something
My heart is missing some pieces
I need this puzzle put together again

Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t?
Cause it d-a-m-a-g-e-d?
Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t?
Tell me are you up for the challenge
Cause my heart is

Damaged, damaged
damaged, damaged
I thought that I should let you know
That my heart is
Damaged, damaged
So Damaged (so damaged)
And you can blame the one before
So how you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?
How you gonna fix it, fix it, fix it?

My heart is
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged

XOXO

hello

2008-06-19T09:27:00.000-07:00

greetings sunshines.
the earth say hello.

to all the np cadets:
for those people who wants a copy of the video,
please do tag or call me(home:62655251).
Please pass this message to the rest.
thank you.

Today went out with both sisters.
firstly,went to westmall.
My elder sis wanted to buy handphone.
but her contract only ends at 26 june so she just look around.
Then off we go,Lot One.
This where the shopping begins.
Shop for dresses,shoe,blah3.hoho.
Leha bought her school shoes and my sis bought herself a watch.
I only bought those dresses.in total,5 dresses.
finally,we went jurong east.
went to the pasar malam and bought food.
firstly i bought cheese hotdogs and black pepper hotdog.
Then,burger ramly.
next was takoyaki and Sweet corn cup.
I ate a lot today.hoho.
semua sedap!
den home sweet home.
talk to you on the phone.
thats all i did for today.

p.s i pray for your nenek and the rest to go and come back safely from their trip.amin.

XOXO

quizo.

2008-06-18T09:26:00.000-07:00

QUIZ!

01. What do you want most now?
-Live life to the fullest:]

02. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
-Everywhere!Anywhere!Just take me dere!with safe and care.ryhme lahh sey.hohoXD

03. What's your favorite thing to do?
-Have fun!and fun!spent time with beloved ones!

04. Do you think money can buy happiness?
-Absolutely!NO!A BIG NO!big enuf?

05. What do you think about yourself?
-Kecoh yet hottie:]

06. Who made you happy most of the time?
-Family.Boo.Beloved ones aka friends.

07. Do you think there is such a thing called "love"? Reason?
(short one would do.)
-Yes!if theres no love in this world people won't be thinking of sex and marriage like me:].hoho

08. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
-Firstly,donate.Secondly,give to Family.Thirdly,For me to spent and save.

09. What do you dream of doing in the future?
-an interior designer or a wedding planner.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
-Chubby,look alike yet she chubbier.Cute,She my twinnie!

11. What makes you happy?
-I am happy if there something makes me smile or someone make me laugh and happy:]

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
-erms,ntah.people hu i hate?

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
-Successful in life,plus married to a Wonderful husband and have kids:]

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
-every power that i can have.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
-My happiness and doing great in life.

16. What you wish for?
-wish upon a shooting star.

17. Are you outgoing?
-what do u think?Yes!

18. The love of your life now?
-Boo?

19. Are you courageous enough to go and tell the person that you like he/she?
-Yes.Just say i love you.

20. Who's on your mind right now?
-Boo:].

the end:]

i wanna hold your hands:]

2008-06-18T08:41:00.000-07:00

Greetings sunshines.
the earth say hello.
I am addicted to the beatles songs.
hoho.all thanks to Boo.
here it goes.

Oh yeah, I'll tell you something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll say that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be ~~your man~~the one
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand.
Now let me hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.

Yeah, you've got that something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll say that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.

Yeh, you've got that something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll feel that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

p.s Kamsahamidah for temaning me:].Muax<3!

XOXO

funfun day!

2008-06-17T06:53:00.000-07:00

Hello earth.
Yesterday was a blast to me.
let me repeat one more time,A BLAST.
not the campfire.
but u know what we did yesterday.
hoho.
i had fun laughing and spending time with Boo.
Kamsahamidah:].
well,today was fun too.
POP.Sedih sey all the express won't be with us anymore.
but nehmind,lets stay in touched aite!
then video time.I was bullied by all of them.
Especially our ma'am.You guys know what happen.
Kaes.fullstop.
after that,relax2.
den MAKAN2.i din take alot.
but the food is okileahh,still edible:].
den relax2 again and go out of skool.
went to see them play takraw.
Boo was injured.
hope boo is okie.not to worry,boo is very strong:].
hoho.
den home sweet home.

p.s thank you for coming & I love you like i always do.

XOXO

love:]

2008-06-15T12:14:00.000-07:00

I did nth today.
Just celebrate father's day.
Btw,to all the dad out there..
HAPPY PAPA DAY.

To my dad,thankiew for everything!
You are the GREATEST daddy in the world!
Lots of love.:]

say it all out.

2008-06-14T09:58:00.000-07:00

Hello earth.
This may be weird but forgive me.
It maybe a long post.
blogging is the only way,i could let all my feelings out.
shed my tears,is the only thing that could let me heal from the all the hurt that i feel.
all my misery,happiness,anger,all out.
Forgive me.

Life is a challenge that god give for all of us to face different situations,moments and problems.
Life is something which i can say that is like we've been judge by god in our character wise.
For me,Life is a really hard but not hopeless.
It can be never easy even some say so due to their wealth and success in life.
But do people really know what do it mean by "life is easy".
It takes a heart and a soul to understand whats life all about.
It takes courage and strength to carry on with life,
full of failure,Sadness,Hardship,happiness,Success.
This is where its start,failure,sadness,hardship.
then slowly or maybe gods will make that your life will be easy.*amin*
It has never been easy for me.
Even at times,u see me smile,laugh and have fun.
But deep inside,i am still struggling to know whats life for me.
I went through ups and down.like all of us do.
Family problems,love problems and even friends too.
I learned,i regret from every mistakes or sin i did.
all i seek for is forgiveness and strength.

You seem to drift away from me.
And i hate it.
It sometimes weird and hurt to know that one day you are here and one day you are not.
Its really hard for me.
I am not blind.I ain't stupid.Nor I did not get to know you,like just yesterday.
When i text,you replied.but now,the way u replied its not the same like last time.
When i call,you pick up.but it seems like you don't want to layan me.
When i asked you out,you say you got no mood or you just go "ouh."but why sometimes you got the time for others and will go if they asked you out.
When i wanna talk to you,you talk.but the way you talk is different now and is hard to just sit and spent time with you like we always do.
Its funny that all of this have their 'but'.
And i really hate the word 'but'.
Why all of this?
You used to laugh and smile when you are around me but now u din always do.
You used to message me with those cute and swit sms but now its different.
You used to make me laugh and feel loved by you but now u seem to drift away.
You used to show me how thankful or happy are you to meet me but now i feel like u dunwan to.
You used to spent your time with me even if u dun have the time but now its hard to see u.
You used to say how much You want me and love me but now u forget about it.
You used to sms me or talk otp all day long but now its seems like a barrier between us.
You used to share and not hide anything but now u don't.
You used to care and be there when i need you but now u just seem not to.
You used to be the guy that i always know.but now u different.
'But' whats the reasons?
Where you go?
i am not saying this to make you feel bad.
You can tell me whats wrong about this.
Am i rite or wrong?
I am sorry if i have made you this way.
I am sorry if i am a pain and hurt u so much.
I am really and truly sorie..
Please..
I MISS YOU & I LOVE YOU..

XOXO

fun indeed!

2008-06-13T11:03:00.000-07:00

Like finally i get to meet you,
well i hope u too are glad to meet..
I miss u so much!

So just now played badminton and basketball..
I had fun yo.
I sucks at both,
still i score one goal for basketball.
three cheers to beedah!hoho.XD
my teammates were ami,yasser & kumar.
we won=]!
sent ami and yass home.
home swit home.

reach home.
Movie/drama marathon again.
Watched lakehouse.
Its a MUST watch peeps.
next was Notes on a scandal.
M18.just watched.
Then absolute boyfriend.
so swit lahh..

well thats all i did.
bye earth:]

XOXO

hello!

2008-06-11T20:36:00.000-07:00

Hello earth!
I miss all my beautiful peeps...
like Nabilah,Iqah,Hajar,Azreen,Farah,My classmates,Np mates!
basically skool mates!hahx!
Gosh i miss them so much!
Esok jumpe diaorg!
yeay!:]
lets boogie...and haf fun aite!
Bawa duit banyak2,so kite lehh bowling,Daytona!!!
Gosh our favourite pastimes!

List of drama/reality show i watched:
-Vampire knight*www.crunchyroll.com*
-Britain's Next Top model*www.greatstufftv.com*
-coffee prince*www.mysoju.com*
-Absolute Boyfriend*www.mysoju.com*

List of movies i watched(all korean):
-Jenny,Juno*www.mysoju.com*
-2 faces of my girlfriend*www.mysoju.com*
-100 pounds beauty*www.mysoju.com*
-Virgin snow*www.mysoju.com*

Not forgetting,My Opa..
I miss him truckloads too!

haiz..

2008-06-10T23:32:00.000-07:00

4 days counting.
How long will we be like this?
haiz..
all i can do is to pray to god only..
crying is the best way to heal me..i guess..
plus i am sick.
gosh how i wish we could go back to the happy moment we use to..

now,
I am rotting at home!
Movie marathon,anime marathon,Drama marathon..
is what i do all day long..
Rot,rot,rot!

I MISS YOU,OPA!
and i do love you.

for u!

2008-06-09T08:49:00.000-07:00

I am in love with u..
I hope u feel the same way to,coz u are awaes in my mind.
be wit me for the rest of ur life..
i'll bet it will be the greatest time of ur life.

do u love me?
All i ask is for a chance.
XOXO

for you!

2008-06-09T03:56:00.000-07:00

Ride for you

Lately, I've been tryna fight whatever's pulling us under
it's got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me:
Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart and
And I won't stand it if were broken apart

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance

Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that
I just can't hear that
and know
Wherever you wanna take me
I'll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me

sadness.

2008-06-08T10:48:00.000-07:00

Its crazy to sacrifice and dedicate yourself for someone.But you did that for me.
Thank you and I’m sorry.I receive all your love and given you nothing back.
Don’t be sad.Please smile thinking about me.Thanks for letting me leave with beautiful memories.Ai wo arigatou.(thanks for your love).I know it hurts for you to be with me.But I love you.If it hurts,scream and hold me and I will cry for you.kaes?remember this aite..Wondering why I love you and miss you.Its a disease.The rain can cool down my love for you.If someone stakes out a house for an hour.It’s a stalker.But I did that for two.Now I believed that the phrase,I love you can be seen with your eyes close.Opa,sorry.I am sorry.I never meant to break your heart and left u all in confusion. God, what have I done?all I’ve done over and over is to put in agony,pain and suffer.bianeh(sorry),really am. I just want to be happy with you.Opa,I only love you,I only think of you,I only remember you.How badly do I wish to show you my heart.How much I nid you and love you.I just wanna freeze the time when we were together.You gave me courage,You gave me laughter.And I want to be with you forever.Opa,I,Siti Zubaidah,only love you Muhammad Amirul Hafiz only.I dunwan to forget that and I must not.Can u feel my heart?Opa,How thankful I am to god for sending someone like you in my life.You are best damn thing that ever happened to me.Nothing can drive u out of my body.coz its simply becoz you’re part of me. Although u never really told me u love me,I know deep in ur heart u do love me.

quiz!quiz!

2008-06-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

i found tis two quiz at chermaine.
feel like doing it.
so here it goes..

First quiz:
1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
Till my last breathe.coz he's the one i love and nid.

2. What do you want to do now?
to meet him and spent the time together.

3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
Rot at home?

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
nopes.unless they did something bad to me.

5. Where do you wish to die?
wat kind of question is this..only god knows.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yes!and they look wonderful!

7. What impossible things you wish to do?
Everything that is impossible.

8. Your darkest secret?
only me,and god knows:)

9. Are you happy with your life now?
yes:]..but life is full of ups and down.

10. What if your crush asked you out?
Wow!that exciting!

11. Describe your other half.
wad other half?i am one!

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
hmm.feeling unsafe,depress,hurt and uncomfortable.

13. What will you do if you fall in love w your best guy/girl friend?
hmm.not sure.heh

14. What are you looking forward to in the coming weeks?
urms,to spent the time with him,friends and family.

15. The most important thing in your life.
everything i have and nid.

16. Who do you hope to always be there for you?
Mum and Dad:].

17. Do you find life meaningless?
nopes.

18. Who do you love the most?
Family and him.

19. The craziest thing(s) you ever did.
i am crazy.hee.

20. What's your greatest wish?
an endless wish and all of the come true:]

21. Do you love ice cream?
yupp:]

second quiz:
1. What’s your ambition?
maybe interior designer or wedding planner.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
both?

3. Who is the person you trust most?
Hmm.?

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
maybe?

5. Who is your idol?
hmm.truckloads.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes.

7. What is your goal for this year?
i awaes have one goal in life tat is to be happy and successful in life.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
depends.

9. Have you broken someone’s heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
nopes.thats crazy!

10. What feeling do you love most?
to smile like u never smile..huh?

11. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
:)

12. Favourite hobby?
entertain,talk craps and laugh with him.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes?maybe?i dunno?

14. Do you like S.H.E?
NO!

15. Do you think you had a nice haircut?
maybe?

16. Do you love anime?
hmm..okielahh.

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
I do this for fun!five words oredi.

18. What have you done to please yourself?
hmm.i dunno.

19. IF you had one wish right now, what would you wish for to come true?
I wish every dream of mine will come true.

20. What do you want most for your birthday?
Him and my friends.

k i am done!
laslty, i want to end with this..

I MISS YOU!!!

xoxo

quiz:]

2008-06-06T19:58:00.000-07:00

ZAI ASKED ME TO DO TIS!

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag some people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I kill him!or smacked him upside down,make sure he regret it!maybe..heh:]

#2 If you can have a few wishes to come true, what would it be?
i wish for happiness n successful life.

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
urms,all i know i want to get married at the beach.

#4 Are you hungry?
yes[:

#5 What’s your lover like?
Everything that i always wished for,my mr right.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both?can?

#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
cintaku sampaiku menutup mata.

#8 If the person you secretly like (if there isn't one, just imagine) is already attached, what would you do?
Hmm,all i do is to tell him how i feel towards him.

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
I dunno.heh

#10 Is there anything that has made you happy these days?
Hell yeah!with family and friends around me..they are the one who makes me smile:D

#11 How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Own house,married and have kids:]

#12 Who are currently the most important people to you?
family & friends,you:]

#13 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
belo but nice guy!:)

#14 Would you rather be married & rich or single & poor?
married & rich.

#15 What’s the first thing you do every morning?
thank god that i am still awake:]

#16 Would you give all in a relationship?
urms. Nope.

#17 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
wait till i noe hus the one for me.

#18 Would you rather be friend with a geek who is a really nice guy or a super hawt dude but really isnt that nice to you(treats you badly as a friend, etc)?
geek.

#19 What are your friends usually like?
they are the one hu share the fun,peace and laughter..and the hu makes me smile:D

#20 What type of friends do you dislike?
urms.i dunno.

The eight person that I have drag down together to do the quiz are:
anyone:)..feel free to do..

tired!

2008-06-06T04:08:00.000-07:00

Nite cycling was okielahh,fun tu fun.
but it is damn tiring..
I am proud to say all of us made it from west to east side.
Now my legs n butt are killing me!
sakit mak oi!
must have plenty of rest.

thanks for the apologize.
i appreciate alot.
i just hope tat we cud stop all tis and be friends.
I still want to have a talk with u.
so i hope u cud spare some time for me aite.

XOXO

yeay!

2008-06-02T11:02:00.001-07:00

I ate PRATA CHOCOLATE today!
The food tat i am craving for.
Sedap!*sampai menjilat jari

U asked to blog bout how much i love u..
Well here it goes..
I LOVE U LIKE COUNTING STARS.

Hell yeah!I LOVE YOU:D

XOXO

Heloo

2008-05-31T03:50:00.000-07:00

Holla peeps!
firstly,i want congrats dear friends.
Just wanna wish all the best for both of u..
May ur happiness leads to marriage..heh

Ytd.Gosh i wanna thank YOU,Kimi and haaziq.
without u guys i dunno wad will happen to me.
Especially YOU,for your support and sent me safe and sound back home.
thank you so much.
sorry for making you worried.

AND2,I am oso excited for nite cycling.
tats all peeps.
Bye.

XOXO

updated!

2008-05-28T06:25:00.000-07:00

about last post.
I was just pissed je.
dun worry.
i am okay.
well lately been really2 busy.
go skool,remedials & art coursework.
i have to rush.
time is ticking.
tick,tock,tick,tock.
talking about time is ticking.
gosh i cannot believe that prelims are coming.
mid-year result really sucks.
i have to buck up.
really buck up!
Gambateh bedah!
kaes tats all for today.
Annyoung!

XOXO

Arghh!!

2008-05-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

I am so frustrated rite now.Argh!
U dun hav to give comments on others.
I noe u are damn good or way better than me..
but its irritating tat u get on my nerves every time..
Stop it orite!i had enuf of ur nonsense!
Tats wad me dunwan to go home..coz everytime i reached mesti ade salah org..
U say i cannot discuss with u..but have u ever hear my part!
Never...all u say is i am being stubborn n hard!
Yes i am!coz all u care is ur feelings!
Sumtymes asking a simple favour from u,u will awaes say NO!..
say mama,will like tat lahh..like tis lahh..
But wen u ask me a favour like u wan to mit zai..
u will ask me a favour or wadeva shit...N i agree to it!
arghh..dunwan tok bout tis animore..
all i want is to understand people feeling but not only u!

wat i did ytd.

2008-05-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

woke up early.
Go out.meet kimi and hajar.
meet the expresso.
go esplanade.watch getak rasa(sp?)
end.go walk2.
play game.
off to hospital with ami.
met my parents.eat.
then met my abg with kak liyah,his gf.
Then sent ami home.home swit home.
today.woke up.call him.
bath.change.went hospital.
call him.then end call.
cousins come.
talk2 bout nafa.
I think i am planning on going NAFA.
Then.cousins go home.Us go home too.
went jp.makan.
walk2.den home swit home.

Pictures:

smile!:]

Muax!want some kisses?

me retarded!

Pic of the day!:]

to the expresso:
GUD LUCK FOR TOMORROW PAPER!

XOXO

dedications!

2008-05-22T07:42:00.002-07:00

2nd post,

Tis is to sindy..
Happy burfdae girl!
I am terribly sorie!
coz i din get buy ur present..
i promise u..i will give reopen skool!
Jus know tat i love you!

to haini..
thnkiew for telling me the truth...
I am glad to noe oredi...
thnkiew..<3

haishi!

2008-05-22T05:03:00.000-07:00

I din cry becoz of him.
we din fight or wadsoeva..
I cried becoz of sumtink..
so in conclusion,Dun jump to conlusion..
n give sacarstic remarks.
I just hope he cheer up.
n sorry you.
I hope u call me n says those to me.
I want my cure book*please n i want to give u the vid i made for you..
Love you.

-if u hate me,tell me.don't pretend.

XOXO

Overdue pics:
on monday,Learning Journey.

Kimi n me.Argh the panda butt!

Ape die?!

me n leha:]

Tony n his retard face!XD

I harts him!

My BESTFRIEND!aww:]

I like to kacau him!

Saje jek!

wad i feel!

2008-05-21T05:46:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU!
fullstop.

XOXO

Short n simple:D

2008-05-19T07:24:00.000-07:00

Lets just pray for the best.*amin
Hello:D!
ytd Webcam.
Sleep late.at 3+ going to 4 am.
Blah,blah&blah.
Blah,blah&blah.
Wake up.pray.
go slip.
wake up.
beep you.ring you.
eat,nasi lemak.
clean house/room.
ring you again.talk2.
blah,blah&blah.
blah,blah&blah.
Get change.
go out with fam.
beep you truout the day.
blah,blah&blah.
ring you for short.
blah,blah&blah.
go eat2.burgerking,Burger Rendang.
bought sushi:].
Walk2.go giant.
blah,blah&blah.
blah,blah&blah.
I slipped n terseliuh my leg.
another child:D*winks
blah,blah&blah.
go daiso.
home sweet home.
eat sushi.*yummy
beep you for short.
ring you.talk non-stop.
blah,blah&blah.
blah,blah&blah.
later,call again:D*wee
Love you,love you too!
blah,blah&blah.
meet him tomorrow:D
the end.

XOXO

crazy me!

2008-05-18T10:22:00.000-07:00

Boo!
I can't sleep so lets update!
blah,blah &blah.
blah,blah &blah.
blah,blah &blah.
blah,blah &blah.
blah,blah &blah.
i bought a jeans.
i love me.
blah,blah &blah.
psst,i love you.
i miss you.
blah,blah &blah.
blah,blah &blah.
blah,blah &blah.
madrasah exams was ok.
never study+copy=hard
the end.

XOXO.

over!

2008-05-15T04:58:00.000-07:00

Exams are FINALLY over!
But N-levels,Prelims coming!!
arghh!so fast..
I hope i do well for tis mid year!
XOXO

I love you anyway!

2008-05-08T08:35:00.000-07:00

Thats when I love you.

loves!

2008-05-07T06:55:00.000-07:00

Maths paper two.
OKAY LAHH..
but i am piss off with the setter!
statics chapter come out!!!
We never learn that!!!
arghh!!marks gone!
But........
Whatever that is done,is done...
I only pray n hope i will pass...

I am loving this companies more and more!
People like Hajar,Iqah,Kumar,Acap,Kimi,Yasser and lastly,OPA*evil laughs
They have been really there for me....
Fun,laughter,peace & joy..n when i am having problems..
Thank you so much for lending yours ears n helping hand..
Just to make me Happy..
Thank you so much!!
I LOVE U GUYS TRUCKLOADS!!

Iqah...lets screeeeeeeeaaaaaaammmmmmm!!hehXD

XOXO

Haishi!

2008-05-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

MATHS PAPER ONE WAS HARD!
FULLSTOP!

XOXO
I MISS the OPA!<3

Fun!!!

2008-05-04T04:42:00.000-07:00

Madrasah was fun indeed!
with lovely companies-Iqah,elfi,fadilah...sadly rynn wasn't there..
Iqah and fadilah are obsess with this game aty fadilah hp..
Its quite fun too..i play for a while but look at iqah play all the time..
Then it was recess..Everyone seems to be very2 hungry..
Den i say"Lets go elfi house n eat ar!"
and we did..We ate nasi goreng,nugget,popcorn chicken and SUSHI!!!!
The nasi goreng was very2 spicy..leha have oni one or two bite..den give up..
Den fadilah din finish it..left me n iqah..
we were stuffing the nasi in..and keep drinking water...iqah stop eating and i was the last one standing!hehe...den eat2..n yeah the sushi is nice!!!
it was indeed a gud idea to go her house!*sape punye idea..hehe*evil laughs
then went back class..n tok2 and gossips2..
Overall,it was FUN!!!

n i today i break codes n its like killing my head..
84332945296939376696847843329432554656839489968...
but still fun:]..

XOXO

Change!

2008-05-03T21:44:00.000-07:00

New blogskin!
want to tag? press SHOUTBOX:]
Lets do some stupid shitt!

To yasser!

2008-05-02T04:43:00.000-07:00

I often wonder......
If I never met you, I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.
-dedicate to yasser...-
I just hope tis poem will help u to boost up ur confident..
Dun give up till u try ur very BEST!
Just wait till tat one day aite..
Just tell everything once the day cum..
dun hide anitink but ALL OUT!

If u want to go to Mt everest..
I would love to go with you..
I will also do the same thing...
Lets us shout our sorrow out.
together we share the pain..n together be happy..
OKIE?

Cheer up dude:]
XOXO

running away!

2008-05-01T00:56:00.000-07:00

CROSS COUNTRY was...
Normal and Usual....
TIRING but FUN!
Well..I tot of getting top 10...
heh..mcm paham sak aku!
PANCIT ~~setengah~~quarter jalan..
At least ade improvement...
From 83(last year)...tksalah..To 73(tis year)..
improvekn!heh..
to nabilah,I am reli sorry kalo aku slow..
My heart and lungs sakit nak mampos!
sorrie aite!

congrats to:
Kumaran-1st position
Amirul-19 position
Yasser and haqeem!

its not my intention to blog about u..
i just want to express all out..
i can tell u face to face,but i just can't bother..
coz i think its just a waste of time..
if u think i wrote it becoz sengaje..
i guess u r wrong..I am just expressing out my feelings..
so don't get me wrong...
n fyi,if u think tat i hate u...
i dun..but sumtimes i just hate the way u are...
but i can't do anitink..coz i ain't close wit u and nth to u nimores..
u have every rights to do anitink..
well,u have ur frens..n i have mine..
....THE END
XOXO

piisss~!

2008-04-28T04:34:00.001-07:00

Skool was fun...
but sumthing tat happen makes me n sum peeps piss off!
Wads ur fcuking problems?
I dun care even u have kuase ke..ape..
But be a professional..please!
Dun be such a freaking annoying kid...
hu cannot differentiate between personal and non-personal stuff..
I noe i sucks at times..
But can u have the heart to give the opportunities to others..
NOT AT ALL!!
all u care is YOU and your TRUE friends..
I am reli piss off wit u!
Lets us just dun care bout tis first..
Its just waste ur fcuking time and Not WORTH it!
coz i have people hu reli care,love and APPRECIATE ME..
I love all of them!
Life have been real great knowing tat u r by my side..
All i can say is I NEED YOU BECOZ I LOVE YOU!
so do you...

Xoxo
beedahh:]

SORRY!

2008-04-23T05:33:00.000-07:00

I's all my fault...
I have been pushing u..n pressuring u..
even if u din say so..but i noe u..
You have the right to be mad or wad..
I am reli sorry..i din mean to..
I am really really sorry..
Millions of sorry...
I just hope u r okie..
even wen u say u okie but i noe deep down some part of u r not..
coz the way u text me n tok to me in skool..
I dun mind tat u r mad..
I dun mind coz u have the right to..
I am Really sorry..
but all I want is the opa tat i noe..not tis...
I am sorry to the max!!
I want the happy,sweet,caring superman!!
Gosh i miss u so much!
Opa,I AM SORRY..millions of sorry!
I hope u are truly okay...

it takes two hands to clap..n it takes two heart to meet..
god wat have i done??

Realize

2008-04-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is crashing down on me.
Take time to realize,That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.
But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you
If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if we missed out on each other now.
Take time to realize,I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize,this all can pass you by
Didn't I tell you,it's not always the same
no it's never the same if you don't feel it too.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way
It could be the same for you.

opa,i love u..
and i need you badly..
i just hope we will be back together one day..
Insya-allah...Amin...

ARGHH!!

2008-04-20T07:52:00.000-07:00

Life is reli hard..
now i am facing LOVE problems..
n studies too...
First of all my mum..u tot i dun care bout u..
its just sumtimes i am not sure if u reli understands me..
Its hurts noing tat ur mum pray to die..
n dunwan ur children to vist ur graveyard...
I do care..i just hope u can see tat..
the onli thing tat u reli got to understand is to understand me..
tat is all i nid..I am a teenager n i am learning..
learning the meaning of life..so u got to understand tat..
u have been tru alot..i noe tat..coz u grew older every year..n u live here longer than me..
I maybe stubborn,unrespectful..but i still noe wats my limits..jage maruah...n nama keluarga...
but just tat i wish for to understand me..

another probs is..
I am reli sorie if i made u feel bad..
but i got to voice it out..
I just reli hope u understand..
all i wan to say is..
I'm sorry for hurting you
I'm sorry for making you cry dip inside
I'm sorry for not understanding even i am trying too
I'm sorry for all these fights
I'm sorry for not listening
I'm sorry for not trying
I'm sorry for not caring
I'm sorry for not being there
I'm sorry i really am
I'm sorry i let somebody get closer to you
I'm sorry for fading away
I'm sorry i didnt chase you
I'm sorry it was too late
I'm sorry i cried all night
I'm sorry if ur heart is breakin
I'm sorry i din cure it
I'm sorry but i'll try now
I'm sorry if its too late
I'm sorry but i have to try
I'm sorry for being so mad
I'm sorry for being so down
I'm sorry i let u fall all da time
I'm sorry but i just wish things will be ok
and i wont give up coz
i love you, i need you, you are my everything
lastly..I'm sorry for being a idiot...

All i ask for not to repeat ur mistakes tats all..

another probs STUDIES!
I am struggling in maths,combine humans n MALAY!!!
arghh..maths..I dun understand!!bearings?area of triangle?sumore?
my teacher is rushing..n i cannot concentrate in class..
Wats fucking wrong wit me!
WAKE UP BEDAH!!
Mid year cumink n NLEVEL TIS YEAR!!
takut!!
combine humans..Social Studies..
Ape bende haram pon tk paham langsung!!!!!
Arghhh!!!tolong!!!
Geog..paham tu paham but ALOT TO MEMORISE!!!!!
pecah otak!!
Malay..teruk sak!!bahasa sendiri pon tkle..
hais!!nehmind!!
Dun give up!!gambateh!!

BEDAH THINK POSITIVE!!!
JUST CRY IF ITS PAIN>.<
JUST TELL EVEN ITS GONNA HURT ANYONE..
COZ U GOT TO CONCENTRATE N LET THE PAIN OUT!
DON'T GIVE UP...OH SITI DON'T GIVE UP:]

pissed!

2008-04-17T05:07:00.000-07:00

I am really not ok!!
I dunno wat shud i do..
haiz..
bedah please stay positive!!
Wads wrong with u!
Arghhh!!
Tk lehh tahan!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am really2 gonna be sick!
darn!

let it out!

2008-04-15T06:02:00.000-07:00

lately,i have been thinking..
kepala sakit bangat!
Its just another dugaan yg diberi tuhan..
I have awaes face this over n over..
well wads life with no prob rite?
"bedah stay strong!everything gonna work out well,n dun wori coz if it work out,u will be the happiest girl in whole wide world!insya-allah...amin.."
i am kip saying tis in my mind..and alhamdulillah it works..
It does work..coz we been tru tis over n over again..so let us hold on tight..
n noe tat all tis mean..we gonna be stronger together..so i hold u tight n u hold mine..
going through trial and tribulations wit u,make me learn something from it..
n it make us even stronger as we have each other back..knowing that we are gonna be okay..
u are not only reliable and patient but u forgive readily too..
u have tis special gift of giving blessing to people around you and you hardly throw tantrums..
U taught me patient and tolerance towards others..
just know till today,i still yearn to see u to learn something new..
i know deep down your heart,u will love and care for me like i do..
So smile yar?I am yours as long as you have me...

& to my deares iqah,THNX ALOT!!i just hope everything going to go well..ILOVEYOU!

posted!

2008-04-13T03:13:00.000-07:00

I had fun yesterday!
with kimi,syuk,yass,acap,opa n iqah n gangs...
Flag day..well its not exactly flag day for me..
quater time COLLECTION..the rest of the time HAVE FUN!!
Played sepak takraw..was fun!
Star player taw!
heh..I want to play next time!!
Den after tat..went jp with yass n kimi..
sent our tin back..
den went walk2 wit yass..n eat at mcdonald.
I had fun with YASSER!!!
heh..rileks tkmu geram2 taw!
btw jgn lupe tanye!!!heh..
Aku syg ko!!

I LOVE U OPA!!

XOXO

den mit up again with opa,kimi n gangs

sad!

2008-04-10T07:08:00.000-07:00

Todae skool was just at the border..
sux+fun..
I din wan to explain anitink..
jus tell you about Napfa test..
heres my results..
Sit n reach:38*i can do better!retake!
Standing broadjump:190*excellent!
Inclined pull up:16*passed!
Shuttle run:12.sumtink*MUST RETAKE!!!
Sit up:33*Bley tahan!
Height:160*maintain:]
Weight:46 kg*I gain 2 kg!I nid to lose weight!!
Then after tat went imm..then went home alone..
tats all!byes...

i hope u r ok...

XOXO

updated!

2008-04-09T05:39:00.000-07:00

Lately life have been great..
with frens around n especially opa!
they just rock my world!LOVES!
Today,skool..hmm..okie lahh
3 test straight!OMG!!
firstly was Social studies..
I think i suck at it..coz i din noe wat i write...
Secondly,was Geography..
I did my best n I hope i passed!amin:]
Thirdly was Chemistry..
I also did my best..as i only get to learned for how many hours coz i just understand the topic today..N Insya-allah passed jugak!amin!
Mid year cumink n i reli trying hard to concentrate in class nowadays..
So bedah Gambateh!!!
I guess opa is not okay..coz he sounds not okay..
but i hope he is..amin..

Btw i kinda miss NABILAH and IQAH..
Mcm da lame tk bebual ngn korg..
not to blame korg da busy with remedials n aspire too..
I MISS U GUYS TRUCKLOADS!!!

XOXO

blog da ok!

2008-04-05T20:24:00.000-07:00

my blog da ok!!!!
yipeee!!!
no longer on hiatus!
hehe...
n no longer private!
so people do njoy yar!!!
tag as many as possible..

my heart melts wen i c u..
n u e oni person tat made my heartbeat fast n slow @ e same time..
its a gud sign taw
opa i love you!

2008-04-04T23:06:00.000-07:00

BLOG ON HIATUS!!!
gonna make it work!!!UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!hehe!!

posted!

2008-04-04T22:06:00.000-07:00

I guess my blog is dead!
i got nothing to post..
but still,i want blog..
LOL-.-"
well,i remove the permission thingy..
i just feel like removing it..
so yea i did!
people u can enjoy n read my blog!

n i love you,more and more each day..

XOXO

back again!

2008-03-30T07:18:00.000-07:00

Well it has been a long time,i never update..
Firstly,no time..
Secondly,Lazy..
hehe...so today i feel like posting..
so i post..
nth much actually..
Todae,had maulidul rasul(sp?)
For me,we kind off din celebrate the celebration..
coz the only thing we do is cum early,eat n watch movie..
tats all..n we were watching KOREAN movie..
Its a GREAT show..
I urge u piple to watch the MILLIONAIRE FIRST LOVE..
You can watch it in youtube..
go watch n cry..heh..
Its romance n pedih one..
k tats all for now...

I am loving my u more n more every single day..
And my only wish is to be with u again on the 10...

XOXO

hope he be like tat one day..

2008-03-20T05:29:00.000-07:00

i was blog hoping..n I found this in iqah blogs...its kind of kewl..But it is all the facts..
so guys do a good job ya..

COPIED FROM IQAH BLOG:
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy that does these things for her. Even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.

• leave her cute text notes.

• kiss her in front of your friends.

• tell her she is gorgeous.

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.

• let her mess with your hair.

• touch her hair.

• just walk around with her.

• FORGIVE HER FOR HER MISTAKES.

• look at her like she`s the only one you see.

• tickle her even when she says stop.

• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.

• let her fall asleep in your arms.

• get her mad, then kiss her.

• tease her and let her tease you back.

• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.

• watch her favourite movie with her.

• kiss her forehead.

• give her the world.

• write her letters.

• let her wear your clothes.

• when she`s sad, hang out with her.

• let her know she`s important.

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

• when you fall in love with her, tell her.

• and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.

heartpain!

2008-03-20T05:14:00.000-07:00

I really miss u..I really miss u..I really miss u..
I really miss u..I really miss u..I really miss u..
I really miss u..I really miss u..I really miss u..
I really miss u..I really miss u..I really miss u,ALOT!..
I really miss u..I really miss u..I really miss u..
I really miss u..I really miss u..I really miss u..
I want to hear you say"wonderwoman,ur superman is okay..n i miss u!dun wory aite"
I want to hear you say"wonderwoman,ur superman is okay..n i miss u!dun wory aite"
I want to hear you say"wonderwoman,ur superman is okay..n i miss u!dun wory aite"'
I want to hear you say"wonderwoman,ur superman is okay..n i miss u!dun wory aite"
I want to hear you say"wonderwoman,ur superman is okay..n i miss u!dun wory aite"
I want to hear you say"wonderwoman,ur superman is okay..n i miss u!dun wory aite"
I want to hear you say"wonderwoman,ur superman is okay..n i miss u!dun wory aite"
I want to hear you say"wonderwoman,ur superman is okay..n i miss u!dun wory aite"
I want to hear you say"wonderwoman,ur superman is okay..n i miss u!dun wory aite"
I want to hear you say"wonderwoman,ur superman is okay..n i miss u!dun wory aite"
I can't stop crying,thinking..thinking..thinking of u..thinking if u are okay or not..
I can't stop crying,thinking..thinking..thinking of u..thinking if u are okay or not..
I can't stop crying,thinking..thinking..thinking of u..thinking if u are okay or not..
I can't stop crying,thinking..thinking..thinking of u..thinking if u are okay or not..
I can't stop crying,thinking..thinking..thinking of u..thinking if u are okay or not..
I can't stop crying,thinking..thinking..thinking of u..thinking if u are okay or not..
I can't stop crying,thinking..thinking..thinking of u..thinking if u are okay or not..
I can't stop crying,thinking..thinking..thinking of u..thinking if u are okay or not..
I can't stop crying,thinking..thinking..thinking of u..thinking if u are okay or not..
I can't stop crying,thinking..thinking..thinking of u..thinking if u are okay or not..
Are you okay?Why u dunwan tok to me?Are u mad?
Are you okay?Why u dunwan tok to me?Are u mad?
Are you okay?Why u dunwan tok to me?Are u mad?
Are you okay?Why u dunwan tok to me?Are u mad?
Are you okay?Why u dunwan tok to me?Are u mad?
Are you okay?Why u dunwan tok to me?Are u mad?
Are you okay?Why u dunwan tok to me?Are u mad?
Are you okay?Why u dunwan tok to me?Are u mad?
Are you okay?Why u dunwan tok to me?Are u mad?
Are you okay?Why u dunwan tok to me?Are u mad?
ALL I WANT IS TO TALK N SPENT THE TIME WITH YOU!

pictures

2008-03-08T00:16:00.001-08:00

poem for u(:

2008-03-04T05:42:00.000-08:00

It takes half our life to find true friends & half of it keeping them.I am lucky to have spent less than half my life finding you & wish to spend the rest keeping you. U may be out of my sight, but not out of my heart, U may be out of my reach but not out of my mind.I may mean nothing to u but u will always be special to me! Flowers need sunshine, violets need dew, all angels in heaven know I need u. years may fly, tears may dry, but my LOVE for u will never die. One day u will ask me: What is more important,you, me or your life? I will say: my life… You will walk away from me without knowing that U R MY LIFE!!! coz u bring joy in my life!Time might lead me to nowhere and faith might break into pieces but I will always be THANKFUL that once in my life’s journey we were together. In my life I learned how… 2 love 2 smile 2 be happy 2 be strong 2 work hard 2 be honest 2 be faithful 2 forgive but I couldn’t learn how.. 2 stop rembering u. Never say ur happy when ur sad… never say ur fine when ur not never say u feel good when u feel bad… and never say ur alone when I m still alive. People live People die People Laugh People Cry Some give up Some will try Some say hi Some say bye Others may forget YOU but never will I.There r many stars but the moon is u, there are many friends but the best is u,, To forget me that is up to u… If God opened the window of the Heaven & asked me: What is your wish for today? “I said : please take special care of the person reading this!!!!!!!” Sometimes my mind asked why? I miss u, Why? I care 4 u, Why? I remember u then my heart answered its simply b’coz you are a sweet guy I ever met!!n u will awaes be in ma heart..lastly,I love you..